The holiday season can be a time of reflection, a moment to appreciate the good things in our lives. For me, alongside health, family, and basic necessities, video games hold a special place in my heart. They’ve been a source of comfort, a catalyst for personal growth, and a constant companion during challenging times. Beyond mere entertainment, games have profoundly impacted my life, offering solace, joy, and even a lifeline when I needed it most.
Games as a Lifeline
The winter of 2017-2018 was one of the darkest periods of my life. Following a difficult job market post-graduation and a rash decision to move to a small town in southern Colorado, I found myself struggling. Job prospects were scarce, living conditions were harsh, and a debilitating hormone imbalance further complicated things. My freelance job, transcribing police recordings, exposed me to the darkest aspects of human experience, adding to my despair. I felt trapped in a downward spiral, teetering on the edge of a catastrophic decision.
The Phantom Thieves from Persona 5 on a spiral background.
Then, a glimmer of hope arrived: an email notifying me of a $100 PSN gift card win from an IGN podcast giveaway. While practical needs like rent and food were pressing, the nature of the prize allowed me to guiltlessly indulge in something “non-essential” – a video game. It proved to be the most essential purchase I could have made.
Persona 5: A Turning Point
I chose Persona 5, drawn in by its glowing reviews, my fondness for Persona 4, and its extensive playtime. Little did I know, this RPG would become more than just a game; it would be a lifeline. The themes, characters, and stylish presentation resonated deeply with my struggles. Its emphasis on taking one’s time, building connections, and overcoming challenges offered a sense of purpose and control in a life that felt increasingly chaotic.
Makoto and Ryuji stand back to back in Persona 5.
Persona 5 instilled in me a renewed sense of hope. It encouraged me to embrace my true self and persevere through the darkness. It reminded me that even in the bleakest moments, there is always a chance for change and a reason to keep fighting.
Beyond the Big Moments
While Persona 5 represents a transformative gaming experience, gratitude for games extends beyond these pivotal moments. I cherish the smaller, equally meaningful memories: the excitement of receiving three rented N64 games as a child, the cozy Christmas morning playing Banjo-Tooie with family, and even the countless times games provided a temporary escape from everyday stresses.
Games and Mental Wellbeing
These experiences have solidified gaming’s importance in my life, not merely as entertainment, but as a vital component of my mental wellbeing. Through both the grand narratives and the quiet moments of escape, games have consistently offered support, solace, and a sense of connection. This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for the power of games to heal, inspire, and remind us that even in virtual worlds, we can find real hope and resilience.
